美梦成真

19-9-2012（星期三）- 剩下的日子（还有一个星期）...我就要离开这儿了（比我之前的计划快了些）如果这时的你停留着我，也许我会考虑留下...如果我留在这儿（接下来的日子就像我两年前的日子），如果我选择离开（接下来的日子就有很大的问号？）我的未来又会怎么样呢？一个人在外面-五年了。这五年，我离开爸爸妈妈家人，去了别的城市念书。在五年里，我学会了坚强，毅力，抱着“Expect the unexpected” 去做每件事。遇到很好的学姐，学妹，积极的老师，谈得来的朋友。这时有一位朋友对我说：“你的好朋友全部都是短暂，你的快乐就只有那么短暂而已”。虽然短暂，但我们就在这么短暂时间,很珍惜彼此在一起的日子，很珍惜对方为你的付出。离别后，我依然会很想念你（其实离别，不是最伤心的，伤心的是，离别后回想起你我的回忆。。）家人的期望，老师的期望，朋友的期望，自己的期望（对不起家人，对不起老师，对不起朋友。。）原来平时不出声的你对我期望是那么高。无法完成我的心愿，对不起自己。但我一完成我的心愿，我会第一时间告诉你们。接下来的日子又会如何呢？我要好好为自己的将来计划一下，为“钱”途而努力。加油！！！

7-9-2012-那一天的夜晚（一整夜没有电的夜晚）。一个人坐在你的宿舍前呆了两个时。在哪儿，和妈妈聊电话（那四个匪徒，结果怎么样了？），和朋友聊电话（朋友之间的感情，放飞机，Roti Canai..）。不知道为什么，我和这位朋友所面对的问题都蛮相似。也许，我们很重视朋友之间的感情。因为曾经受伤害的我，所以都不会放太深的感情了。这时的我望着眼前的湖，不停地想...每当和你在一起，都很想给你你舒服的感觉..可是，我总觉得和你在一起给了你负担..因为!@#$%^..心疼得很..其实，那天晚上很想陪伴着你..可是,!@#$%^..不知道为什么，我的情绪很低落了（也许，很多不好的事情都发生在我的身上-伤了我的腰）...不理不睬，感觉到我的心开始有点“淡”了。很对不起，那一晚这样对你。:(  你告诉我，”我们都希望我们可以为对方做到最好，但无论怎样记得我还在呼你。你总是一直在我的心里，我总是感觉好极有你在身边“ 这时，我明白到，有时候失去，才能明白是否它真的值得你拥有。原来你是值得我去拥有的。我会好好珍惜剩下的日子。

夜深了，怎么还没睡呢？明天又是假期了- 国庆日。到哪儿庆祝？在房间庆祝 :) 不知道为什

么，感觉整个晚上都很冷静，因为没有“烤炉”，感受不到你温暖。每个晚上，都习惯了跟你

说声“晚安”才入睡。:)有时，我入睡了，依然可以收到你的信息。这个夜晚也不例外，等待你

的信息。“等”...“等”...“等”..感觉到每次都很容易被你的信息打动了。"You are special for me, 

not matter you are gold or silver, I will always appreciate you..Good to have you around,  

even you are not around, I always be there for you and never expired just because you're 

kind heart is always there no matter times passed or not. 原来两人的感情比不上“一张信

用卡”，两人的感情没有分“GOLD”和“SILVER”，也没有过期日期。哈哈！而信用卡有

分“GOLD”和 “SILVER”,有“金”卡的人待遇会比较好，也有四年限期。"You are the apple in 

my eyes". :)

 Snorkeling

 View at Satang Island

Taking Photo with Small Turtle

25-26 August 2012 (Saturday & Sunday) - Early morning, we depart from Unimas at 10am to Carpenter Street, having breakfast at there. After breakfast, we go to buy some food for our lunch and dinner as well. Around 12 something, we heading to Kampung Telaga Air. We reached there at 1.45pm and waiting for boat to come. After that,  we take a 30 minutes boat ride to reach Satang Island. A island without electricity. The electricity only provided from 7pm (when the sky is getting dark) until the generator is run out of fuel. That day, no other guest in the island, just 6 of us. Yeah, definitely "FUN". After we put our stuff, we go for snorkeling (the snorkeling equipment is provided). And, I'm felt so hungry and tired. Yes, dinner delivery- McDonald..Yummy, yummy... :) What is our next activity? Nothing to do there, besides chatting there. Some more, at night, we not allowed to walk along the beach as that times the turtle might start to come ashore and lay eggs. Wait..and..wait..We wait until 10pm. Yes, we saw a turtle come ashore. But, at the end, the turtle cannot find a suitable place to lay her egg, then she go back to sea. That times, we felt very disappointed when we can't see the turtle lay eggs. Around 12am midnight, we go beach again. Yeah, finally, we found a turtle lay eggs and another turtle is still digging a deep hole (around 1 hours). After that, the rangers there collect the turtles eggs, count them and replace them in a beach hatchery. When the hatchlings emerge from their eggs after 40-60 days, the rangers will record the numbers and release them into the sea (at night). That night, around 2am, only we go to bed. I sleep tightly without fan. Very nice experience trip and enjoy fun with your guys. :)