美梦成真: 2010

Music Part II

28-12-2010 (Tuesday)-I feel very happy as I find Mr. Tan [Class teacher, form 6], Mr. Gordon [English tuition teacher], as well as 'Handsome' Mr. Chye [Guitar teacher] through facebook. Nowadays, everyone is facebooking and I also hard to imagine Mr. Tan and Mr. Gordon also play facebook, some more may be they have their facebook account more earlier than me. I very happy when chatting with them through facebook and msn. They all doing fine. I still remember last times Mr. Tan tell us 'Biarlah bersusah-susah dulu asalkan senang kemudian hari'. It mean that 'Biar sakit dulu [Form 6] senang kemudian [Degree]'. Degree is more easy? Maybe is true if form 6 compare with degree. The hardest exam in our life. Is thinking STPM/ DIPLOMA/ Foundation/ A-Levels. Which one is better? For me, which one is better is not important already as I finish my degree already ..^^

Besides that, I still remember my English teacher tell me before, your English level is average, maximum can get B in SPM only. That times, I not believe my ability until B level only. What should I do? I try to memorize 7 story/ article from Reader Digest. Finally, I get what I want, is unbelievable. This show that everything also may happen once you put effort on it. Jia you, my friend. We all got chance to achieve somethings as we want. Don't give up :)

As for the 'Handsome' Mr. Chye, I really admire him. Now, only I know he master in piano, keyboard, organ, guitar and etc..At first, I thought I know how to play piano then I can play other instruments such as violin, cello and etc easily. This is wrong. Told by Mr. Chye, learn music instrument is not a games but is education. Every music instrument have its hard. Thus, must serious learn and master it. Once you master it, you got high education, then you will have high salary $$$. What he say is totally true, but why I haven think before music can be my future career. I learn music instruments just for fun..^^

Here, share some song with you all, played by Mr. Chye..^^

River Flows In You [Piano]

你不知道的事[Guitar + Harmonica]

新不了情[Keyboard]

Classical Song [Guitar]

倒数 countdown

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17-12-2010 (Friday) - the second last weeks of December and also end of year 2010. Times flies like "Rocket". During primary school, I feel that times hard to pass. Once in secondary school, I feel that times is normal. After that, when come to university life, I feel that times is moving a bit fast. But, this year, I totally feel that I sitting a "roller coaster". Can you imagine when you sitting a "roller coaster", your heart is up down up down. My heart is also up down up down (happiness and sadness) when I go through this year. When the roller coaster go down with the high speed just like my mood go down fast but also recover fast. I train myself 容忍 + 耐性= 忍耐 to 10 level. Actually, I haven try roller coaster before even though I go to Universal Studio, Disneyland, Genting and etc but I not so daring to try. Maybe I will try next times. I can't imagine next two weeks is new year 2011, my "Rabbit" year, finally 2 round already. Every year, people also hope that the next new year is better than previous year. But, before the new year coming, let me charge my battery full, my energy first before entering new year. Next week, I take few days leave to go to Sibu to celebrate "Tang Yuan" and "Christmas". Yahoh..Hope can forget everything and renew my brain. There are a lot of activity is waiting for me next year such as Chinese New Year, Tzu Chi camp, STAr project, Sabah trip and etc..Multitasking..Of course, I will not forget my main job, my master project. Eat with IT, sleep with IT, fun with IT as well as think with IT. I have to set timelines for my master project within 1 year. Possible? Of course possible, how you know? Haha :p Never try , never know. So, let me try then I know, then later tell you all..^^

~Our life just like roller coaster - up down up down inside a circle~

~放手并不代表我放弃~

~退一步并不代表我认输~

~正如我微笑并不代表我幸福~

朋友们，不要常常对自己说你很幸福，我不幸福。

我总觉得每个人都会有幸福的时候，伤心的时候。

正如我微笑并不代表我幸福，

你知道吗？

但，微笑才可以让我过每一天。

好想，躺在”青青“的草原。

是你让我体会了，什么是渴望

是你让我读懂了，什么是坚强

是你的唇，你的笑

还有你的好

你永远都是最棒！

关心

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"每当我有心事或心烦时，你总是会出现在我的面前，听我诉苦，给我安慰，给我大力的支持。我感到很感激。谢谢您的关心，我会将尽我所能去达到我的梦想，过着快乐和幸福的生活 ” 。。希望明天会更好。

今天的我，感觉好多了，我的心情回来了。谢谢你昨晚陪我聊天了几个小时。糟糕，凌晨三点钟了，我忘了睡，只记得和你聊天。还好，你是我的闹钟，提醒我要睡了，真得不好意识。呵呵^^

和你聊天时，感觉真好，不但我的心情回来了，而且还获益不浅。从你的身上，学会了许多人生道理。例如，什么事都有两面甚至更多面, 看你看世界的角度是怎样的；因为什么事都有两面甚至更多面，所以做人也要有两面甚至更多面。但那是对人的。自己本质也只是融合统一贯通的，所以多少面都好都要留一个正面的自己。

由于最近心清低落的我，只有保持沉默，忘了身边的朋友，甚至，还冷战了。你说得对，有时也要关心身边的朋友。好啦，我就先开口吧！如果，没有反应就这样啦，我也不能做什么。过后，果然有反应了，再也没有冷战了。最后，我也明白了。但我还是觉得人是自私的。你可以这样做，为何我不可以这样做呢？再想，一点逻辑也没有。人是无情的。你说得也没错，即使你现在很关心你的朋友，但他们甚至没有把你放在他们眼里，所以为何还要屈向他们，那只会花费您宝贵的时间。

有时，我的朋友总是听到我说没有朋友。当然，我有很多朋友，小学，中学和大学等等，还有很多学姐和学妹们都很关心我。认识你们，是我的荣幸。只不过有时，当你需要一个朋友时，他们不在哪儿。但是，你也应该理解他们，他们也有自己的事情要去做。

也有时，有朋友说想更了解我。可是，每次我把事情告诉了以后，不但没有解决，反而，还踩了我几脚，也有一点讽刺。和你这种人聊天，简直是浪费时间和感觉到很“累”。所以，永远都对自己说，要记住这一句话“永远不要向任何人解释你自己。因为喜欢你的人不需要，而不喜欢你的人不会相信”。

再聊一聊，感觉上我们经历原来都是一样的。也许，每个人都会经历的。喜欢分享，喜欢当你听客。~~我很爱分享，你也爱听的人，所以我们就这样杠上了。哈哈^^

让你更加自信

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1、永远不要向任何人解释你自己。因为喜欢你的人不需要，而不喜欢你的人不会相信。
Never explain yourself to anyone. Because people do not like you, they will not believe it.

2、别让某人成为你生命中的优先，当你只是他们生命中的一个选择时。人与人之间的关系只有在彼此达到平衡时，运作的最恰当。
Do not let someone become a priority in your life when you are just an option in their life time. The relationship between people only when they are balanced, work best.

3、每天早上醒来时，我们可以有两个简单的选择，回头去睡，继续做梦，或者起身去追逐梦想，选择权在你手上。
Wake up every morning, we have two simple choices, go back to sleep and dream, or wake up and chase the dream, the choice is yours.

4、我们总让在乎我们的人为我们哭泣，并总为那些永远不会在乎我们的人哭泣，且我们在意那些永远不会为我们哭泣的人，这是存在于生命的真实，奇怪却真实，一旦你了解了，改变不会太迟。
We always make us care about our people cry, and the total for those who never care for our people cry, and we care for those who will never cry for us, and this is found in real life, strange but true.Once you know, change is not too late.

5、别在喜悦时许下承诺，别在忧伤时做出回答，别在愤怒时做下决定。三思而后行，做出睿智的行为。
Do not commit itself in joy, not in sorrow to answer, do not make a decision in anger. Think twice, Act Wise.

6、时间就像流水。你永远无法触摸同样的流水两次，因为已经流逝的流水不会再来，享受生命的每个当下！
Time is like water. You never touch the same water twice, as has been the passage of water will not come again and enjoy every moment of life!

7、当你持续的说你非常忙碌，就永远不会得到空间，当你持续的说你没有时间，就永远不会得到时间，当你持续的说这件事明天再做，你的明天就永远不会来。
When you keep saying you are very busy, will never be room, when you keep saying you have no time, will never get the time, when you keep saying do this tomorrow, your tomorrow will never come.

看看这个”心“，感觉人生充满了爱心。

再看看“心”里面的光，感觉把自己的光芒照射在茫人的黑夜里。

最近的我又如何呢？

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最近的我，感觉很烦，真得很烦啊。没有了意志，没有了方向。做什么事情，我的大脑都空空的。为何呢？信息干扰，答复或不答复才好。失去了朋友，感到很哀悼。感觉生命真得很短暂啊。

每天的我，都在算日子，一天又一天地过了。朋友们都喜欢周末的到来。因为没有工作，可以休息，到处购物。我也喜欢周末的到来。因为，可以迟起床。可是，起床后，又做什么？回去实验室。我的生活就在实验室里。

现在的我，又如何呢？很想一个人过简单的生活。很想一个人保持沉默。可是，有时保持沉默，也会得罪其人。做人有时真难啊。

这时的我，又如何呢？很想找一个人和我一起分享。什么是分享？分享不是你把你的生活。从你出生到现在，全部告诉我。听完后，我也不知道怎样答复你。我的大脑只会不断地被打乱。这时，还好有她，喜欢她和我一起分享感觉。分享阅读心得和生活偶得。让我感受到每个人不同的经验。赋予生命全新的刺激与成长。

唉，最近的青少年，思想很复杂。为了爱情，去自杀。为何呢？爱情那么伟大吗？为何要牺牲你的生命？难到你的生命是无价的。爱一个人是不可以强逼的。既然她放弃你，但，你依然爱她，那你只好选择放手吧，她会比较快乐。爱一个人不一定要常常在一起，只要她快乐，你也快乐。也许我们要常常记住，“预期料想不到的事”Expect the Unexpected.

好了，不再多想了，我只想全神贯注我的学业，把我的功课做完。两年后一定要毕业。哈哈，可以吗？有你的支持，家人的支持，讲师的支持，朋友的支持，也许我可以。朋友们，我们一起加油吧！！

简单过好每一天

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1、因爱而生(爱并非单指爱情)
只有爱，能使世界转得更圆；只有爱，能创造奇迹。

能够看见别人的好，就会提升自己的好；
能够说出别人的好，就会强化对方与自己要更好。
爱是一切的原动力。

2、简单生活(平淡才是真)

你真正需要的不是那么多，
多出来的任何一样东西对别人都有用，
将它送出去，或是捐出去义卖，让真正需要的人善用，
简单生活惯之后，生命自然不再累赘。

3、别为小事抓狂

你为什么生气？塞车、买票插队、同事争执、服务生态度恶劣……
生气之前，思考哪些才是真正值得生气的情况，
例如：虐待儿童、人民遭受饥饿之苦、战争……
相较之下?，就可以知道这些事是多不值得生气。
将怒气转向值得生气的事上，
并且想想自己可以为这些情况做什么。

4、别对你的人生说没空(充分享受人生)

日常生活需要良性循环，
人生只有一次，休息是为了走更远的路。
每个月定出一天可以彻底休息，放自己一天假。
5、活出健康的人生

分析自己的饮食习惯，

找出需要改进的地方，让营养更均衡。

每周至少三次运动，持之以恒，

至少上一次恢复精力的课程（如瑜珈或太极），

身心健康，精力充沛。

6、分享

不论是分享阅读心得或是生活偶得，

让东家长西家短的无聊变成丰富彼此生命的启发。

经由感受每个人不同的经验，

赋予生命全新的刺激与成长，世界将转得更好。

7、勇闯生命难关

有人为工作而生活，有人因梦想而生活，

有人因为要找出究竟为什么要活着而继续生活，

生是上天赋予的权利，活则要靠自我的智慧与勇气。

8、再试一下 (要相信自己)

人生最大的压力来源是怕压力，

当你相信自己能、而能面对事情时，

这已是一个好的开端，一切的多虑都将消失，

你终会发现：事情并不棘手难办，

别人能、当然，你也能。

9、生命的财富

时间就是财富，

但是时间的意义在于（运用），而非（节省）。

好好运用上天给予每个人的同等财富。

你我对生活不定会有这些态度,虽然很难做到,但我正努力做到,你呢...?

Research

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"If I continue Ph. D one day, I think I will look like him, my hair all drop"

8-12-2010 (Wednesday) - This is the third times, I attend the seminar series and giving the support to my dear senior who going to conference next week. All the best to her and I know she can perform well. This three weeks, I so hardworking to attend the seminar series although the title which they presented is not related with my field. My field is a about linguistic. This is the best way I learn and preparation before I going to present next times. After attending the three seminar series, I found that I learn a lot of new things. For example, how to justify it, how to prove it by giving the reference or scenario to support your work. Why so special with your proposed system? What is your contribution in this project? Suddenly, there are many WH- questions in my mind now. I start to worry about my project. However, do you ask yourself ? Why we do research? 1. Research is to satisfy your examiner. 2. Research is good advance for the academic career (publish, publish, publish). 3. Research is to change the world. 4. Research can enjoy the lifestyle. Haha :) A little can't believe that research can enjoy the lifestyle too. Enjoy..Enjoy..really enjoy..haha :) Am I like doing research? Am I do my best work? haha :P The best work is not what is most difficult for you; it is what you do best. Yeah, totally very agree with this statement. Besides that, the most important of the research is the evaluation -the output/outcomes of the research. The output can divided into few categories, 1. success or fail 2. desirable or undesirable 3. expected or unexpected.

Sharing corner:

"This picture is nice and it called bottom of the pyramid or BOP"

Based on this picture, in economics, the bottom of the pyramid is the largest, but also the poorest socio-economic group. On the other words, there are 2.5 billion people who live on less than $2.50 per day. Besides that, according to the Wikipedia, the phrase "bottom of the pyramid" is used in particular by people developing new models of doing business that deliberately target that demographic, often using new technology.

My dear friend leaving us

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4-Dec-2010 (Saturday) - I just getting a shock when I saw many of friends post on you wall (RIP my dear friend). Everyone cant't accept and I also can't accept it as it really too sudden.I cry when I looking at your page. I can't believe you, this times you travel to a very very far place and no come back again anymore. So fast, you leaving this world and leaving us, without any words. You promise us to wait for us to meet, but finally you lost your words, you can't waiting us. But, I believe that these 23 years, you are joy and happiness with your family and us. I still can remember during my secondary school times form 4 and form 5, you are sitting behind me. We study together, we copying together as well as we always make fun together. Sorry, I lost contact with you so long time ago after form 5. Within this 5 year, we just meet one times in KL. That times, you just pass by me, maybe this called "Yuan Fen". Currently, I just back to contact you by Messenger. That times, when you tell me, you not looking for a jobs, you want to go to travel around. I should ask Why? WhY? WHY? you hide it (intestine cancer) from us. Now, I imagine the situation when you chatting with me. You want to tell me something, but sorry about that, I can't get it. When I get it, it too late already. Sigh, everyone is speechless, whatever what we do, we also cannot get back you. But, you are brave, you telling us, we must appreciate and enjoy every hours, every minute,s as well as every seconds in our life. Life is short. We must take care our health. Later, you will be buried, I pay my last respect to you. Anyway, rest in peace, my dear friend, you are missed and loved.

My dear friend, Choi Voon, you always are missed and loved

Tears in Heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way
Through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please

Beyond the door
There's peace, I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Last day of November

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30 November 2010 (Tuesday) - Today is the last day of November. Tomorrow is 1st day of December. Another 31 days left only.Ops, I have to hurry up to finish all my works which haven done yet. Then, I can planning my holiday. I got holiday? I should not have any holiday at end of year. But, I will try my best to find out my holiday (Christmas in Sibu [Secret In Between Us], I hope so). I heard that the X'mas tree decoration there is very nice. Now is school and University's holiday, everyone went back already. My hostel and faculty become more quite. Sigh, everyone went back already, but I can't going back to my hometown to celebrate "Tang Yuan" festival with my family and Merry Christmas with my friends. Besides that, I also can't meet my best friend too, before she leave Malaysia. Unfortunately, I not live in 4 weather seasons country, else I can see snowing. I want to see snowing. But, if I alone, I still prefer to stay Malaysia. This is because I scare I cant bear the cold weather with "negative" temperature. However, although Malaysia no snowing, but I wondering the artist "NameWee" named his song as "Snowing in Kuala Lumpur". It a creative and nice song, I like it.

~STAr Web Design Contest for St. Thomas Student [template]~

This few day, I just busy with doing this poster for STAr web design contest by using Microsoft power point. Microsoft power point can do poster also? Why not? It more easy compare to Photoshop. I redo and redo again until come out with many version. ( Different background color, different font size, different font type and etc.) Finally, I come out with the final version which is shown above. Final version should be one only, but why still got two here. Yeah, I like both poster too. Needless to say, she also hard to define it. After designing the poster, I fall in love with designing. I learn a lot of things from her. She not only focus on IT but also focus on design. [ IT + CREATIVE DESIGN = PERFECT DESIGNER ]. Designer better? Or Programmer better? Or Researcher better? :)

~Tang Yuan Festival, I miss it ~

Tang yuan is a dish of glutinous rice balls served in a sweet broth. In Chinese culture, it is traditionally served on Dong Zhi. Every times, when I eating the Tang yuan mean that welcome in the winter and I will become one year older. I just thinking if I not eat "Tang Yuan". Then, I will always look younger. Yeah, formula so young again.Haha ^^ Normally, Dong Zhi will falls on 22nd December, but I not sure this year. Wanna make Tang yuan, can refer to Tang Yuan recipe here.

~ Merry Christmas ~

The celebration of Christmas on December 25th is a high point of the year. You can see many streets and shops (shopping centres) , the Christmas trees are decorated with light and Christmas ornaments. Yeah, you can start to feel the Christmas is coming soon when you go to shopping centres, hear the song "Jingle's Bell ..Jingle's Bell" played by the speaker systems. Here, share a Merry Christmas video with you.

Merry Christmas Video

~ Happy New Year 2011 ~

[New Year Message]

"This bright New Year is given to me to live each day with zest, to daily grow and try to be my highest and my best! "

"May this New Year bring newly found prosperity, love, happiness and delight in your life"

"As the new year blossoms, may the journey of your life be fragrant with new opportunities, your days be bright with new hopes and your heart be happy with love! Happy New Year!"

*Let us countdown together*

New Year Countdown